I was trying to hold off from blogging until tomorrow morning… But I’m just too doggone excited doggone it! I finally got a decent start in a script I’ve been procrastinating with for the past… I don’t know… two months? Could be longer. Doesn’t matter. Finished projects matter! And ohhh, how I love that feeling of accomplishment. It’s slightly better than watching someone else trip and fall on something you almost tripped and fell on yourself.
I’m not really sadistic. I just sound that way.
Well, I probably should get back to work. I have some actual worth while news to read and pictures to post from the windless dry hurricane and my completed work at home office space. Oh yeah, I’m offically WAH now. Woot woot yall.
Let’s shoot for… I dunno… 24 by 2am? Heh… yeah right. My back is killing me. I need a muse. Actually, more of a massuse. A pretty girl that can do both. And bake cookies. Is that too much to ask? Maybe I’ll put it in the personals. “SBM seeking F muse that massages and bakes.” Is that how personals are written? …Anyone interested? I can pay in compliments :oD
–Your eyes are like giant shiny pools of chlorine ehanced swimming waters/milk chocolately Cocoa Puff/green things that are naturally green and pretty/hazel.
–You have smile that make angry people run in fear.
–Your hair is like newly fresh silk from Madagascarian… silkmakers…
Yes, I need a nap. More importantly, I need to keep writing. And a muse. And some cookies.
Today isn’t going to be my last day, but I’m packing up like it would be. I already told my mom that I’d leave the things on my wall until the last day because I hate the way empty walls look if I’m still going to be hanging around for the next day or so. I remember the same feeling back at Purchase a day or so before it was time to go home for the summer. That just made me all kinds of sad. What’s sort’ve worse is that I never moved back in like I hoped I would. But all of that is fine, since I moved on to better things. To be honest, a lot of that stuff is still packed in the containers and are being used as makeshift tables. I pretend I will retrieve something rfom there that I’ll one day suddenly need, but I couldn’t tell you what’s in either one. No wait, I lied… There’s a water bottle, some books by Dave Barry, an actual joke book, college books I’ve never read, watches I’ll never wear again. Yes, plural. I went through a double watch phase. Don’t ask me about that right now.
I wanted to go get some eggs for breakfast this morning. I’ve been craving them since last night. Probably even more so yesterday morning after the eggs my grandmother made for everyone. I’m sure she would’ve made more, but we only had so many. And I can’t wait to have money to spend again because I’ll need to stock up on eggs at home, so I can have my eggy meals practically for free. Oh yes, and the shredded cheese to be all melty on the top. Mmmmm. Anyway, I went to cafe and what did I find? Well, they had the scramblers, which are gross. Next they had Spanish style scrambled eggs. I don’t do those because of the extra stuff in it that I don’t eat. I love the Spanish, but not their eggs. Lastly, the sandwich bar. If you remember back a few posts, I wrote about the breakfast wraps which are af ew ingredients away from being burritos. Either one isn’t good news to me. At least they aren’t here. They have a way of being soggier than one thinks such foods should be. I may have used the word “sweaty” to describe them once. And I know this particular paragraph makes me sounds disgustingly picky… but I’m not that bad. I just go into great detail about minor things that make me wonder.
Even before I’m done with this post, I’m determining my official go-home date. I sort’ve feel like this is my big countdown like Barak Obama picking a VP. Ahh… good times and analogies.
I really want some eggs.
Today was installation day. My mom and I got our phone lines and modems and yesterday our routers came in. Awesomeness all around. Except for the part that everybody was home… Meaning my dad and grandmother. When she teams up with him, the landscape begins to change. By landscape, I mean my yard. This isn’t a problem until they recruit me to help. What did I have to help them with today? Making our yard look like a post-hurricane site. My dad rented an extended saw thingy that cut down branches up high. Sadly, some of these branches needed help coming down, or needed guidence so they won’t, like, crash into the windows… like mine.
Long story short, every hour or so, I (and sometimes my mom) had been called to help bring down a rather large limb. I finally got wise and got gloves to pull on the rope (for what I was called for) so I could use what mere strength I have to help guide the huge nature pieces down.
I’ll post some pictures later. Meanwhile, tomorrow could almost possibly be my 2nd to last day at the office. Maybe not. I don’t know.
I just know right now, I’m hungry. I’m feeling a little moody because of a slight headache which might be due to my non-food intake. Why don’t I eat something already? I’m still saving money to get my car back, which hopefully is this Friday. I’d almost kill for a pizza. Maybe I’ll make a sandwich. I really need a pick-me-up.
I also really need to get cracking on that script. I ordered Our Uncle Sam but I don’t think I can wait for it or read all of it in time to finish writing and be ready by the end of the month and most importantly, by the time I meet Uncle Jazzy. I keep repeating myself about this, and I hate doing it so maybe once I get some work on it done, I’d feel better. But now? I need nurishing nutrients.
A lady was trying to email me (with my work email address) which contains the letter T… However, the email wasn’t getting through. Why? For some reason she thought my address contained a plus sign. From a “t” to a “+”… I must say, that’s never happened to me before. Besides, I don’t even think +’s are allowed in email addresses. Silly lady.
I’m not upset with her… Just scratching my head trying to understand. But hey, it happens, right? I guess. I mean, I have tried spelling my name intentionally using the other keys that aren’t letters. +. $+3rl!ng… I’ve done it before, I just don’t have all the characters needed at my disposal right now.
Hey, tomorrow is installation day. Woot! I’m hoping I can stay home all day… but my manager went AWOL and no one is around to advise me. This saddens me because I really don’t want to come in. After the install, all I’m waiting for is my router (unless it came in today) and the chairs… which I don’t think they’ll ban us from going home because we don’t have compnay approved chairs. If you’ve seen the pics, you know what my chair looks like now. I didn’t wanna say it out loud, but it looks like something I threw up one day at a fair. Sorry, just being honest. I couldn’t tell you what I ate to make it look like that, but that’s what those chairs remind me of. Don’t tell my mother.
In other news…
I don’t really have other news. I kinda just wanna go home now. I’m a little tired and require a nap. SOON I’ll be home and nap as long as I want. Soon. soon. zzzzzzzz
Okay… so there is so much happening in the past few days and days to come I can’t contain it. So in order to keep the attention to those that do read my rambling blog every so often, I shall keep the events short and to the point while still keeping my wittisms and mannerisms that make my blog true to it’s nature of indoobness.
First, I learned yesterday that my church has been confirmed to receive a grant worth $30,000! That’s thirty-thousand dollars. It mainly goes to our after-school program that we recently started this past spring and will start again this coming fall.
Secondly, we are awaiting notice of confirmation (which is most likely going to happen within the next week) of a 2nd grant for our church worth $400,000. That’s four. Hundred. THOUSAND. Within that hunk of money lies my Mac and whatever else I might need in my studio which is being realize soooo much sooner than I originally planned. What’s also in that grant? Paychecks for people who work for the church–which is actually surprising to me–includes me on the payroll. Why? I’m the A/V technician and webmaster. There are other people who do great work for the church too, so they would also be paid by this grant. Most excitingly would be my dad, whom is the pastor, would get paid from this so he would no longer have to suffer driving an hour away everyday at a job that pays him so little for the amount of work he does… PLUS having to leave work and be a pastor which is a much more demanding and important job. Sigh. But alas, this will be so much better for him and I’m so happy about it.
But that’s not all. There’s one more grant we’re waiting for confirmation from. This grant actually sent us two letters so far saying it’s on the way. How much is this grant worth? Over Six Million. I was literally in tears yesterday morning after hearing this news. Not only me, but my dad, my mom, my sis, my brother-in-law, and my grandmother. A few other were in tears too… those that know how much we struggle in our personal lives trying to do all we can to make ends meet both at home and the church. There’s a reason why it seems like God makes His people suffer. Long story short: It’s a test. Moral of that test: Don’t lose faith. And rest assured, we won’t in the least. Just the opposite. More faith. Woot!
But wait! There’s more! Our wonderful grant-writer whom I’ve known as Rev. Richardson is going to open up her own corporation and is putting in a grant for herself on Wednesday. She included us in on that grant. I don’t want to say how much it is just for the pure shock of it. I mean I thought the 6 mil was a head trip, but she’s got us practically set for life. Nevertheless, the money will be used for what it’s intended for. Overall, enlarging the Kingdom of Heaven. What’s that mean? Helping those who need help, like the sick or the lost or what have you… The things churches are supposed to do. That’s been my dad’s mission since he started this church 3 years ago. And we’ve never stopped doing what we could since we started. And no, it wasn’t easy. In fact, no one said it would be. Even more fact, people doubted we could do it. Sigh… Ye of little faith. That there was something my dad said that really shook me up inside… In the name of God, he’s planning on taking over the city of Middletown.
As for other news, I’ll be coming home to work very, very soon. Wednesday they will install our cable and phone. thursday we are supposed to get out chairs. Over the past weekend they installed the special program we need on our computers to take them home. All we need is the routers which will be shipped to our house. So my original countdown was off a week, and the new one might’ve been overshot. We’ll see since it all depends on when the router arrives.
All of this news is really exciting, altogether. But I’m taking it in stride, day by day. I can’t lose my focus on what I need to do. Even with all the excitement, I still have other projects I need to work on. Sam Cooke for instance. I need to have the screenplay written before the month is over. I was thinknig of holding off until I received Erik Greene’s book on his uncle’s life. I read an excerpt on Amazon.com, and from that alone I think I know how to start and end it. I’m still going to read the book, but I at least need to start it. Plus it’s a screenplay… The majority of it will always be constantly rewritten even while it’s being filmmed. In any event, I need to have a complete script by the end of August to meet my challenge deadline as well as have something to show my uncle. Hey, I might as well get ready for the Hollywood world, right? I’ve always wanted to be the exception to the game, so maybe I will make my own deadlines and play by my own rules and take my Tyler Perry-esque stake in Hollywood.
Did I mention I’m excited? Yes yes yall.
I got scared because I received another “Unavailable” call on my cell today. Usually, the trend has been that I’d get Bank of America looking for a car payment when it’s like 5 hours past due. Quite annoying. Then on a rare occasion, it was a crank caller posing as a girl I met at a club the previous Saturday night, wanting to hook up later that day to meet at a cafe and grab a cup of coffee then have sex. Little do crank callers know, not everyone is easily disturbed or annoyed, especially if they employ improv tactics to said crank call. The trick? The “yes… and…” method. Basically that means to just agree and go along with it, kind’ve adding to the story. I’ve kept this up for about an hour with one guy. He was so pissed. It made my night, though.
Anyway, my chair will be arriving next Thursday. Well, me and my mother’s chairs will be arriving. So the dining room can have it pinkish bizzare chair back. It’s soooo not my style. Although I hope these chairs are good and comfy. My chair here at work is poop.
How is my countdown looking, you mgiht ask? One week to the day. Does it look like that will be happening? No. So shall we bump it another week? Let’s! 8/28/2008.
Speaking of that week… One of the sysetms that’s vital to our work ethic with be down from the 22nd to the 2nd of September, which means that’s a lot of downtime for us. Our manager has told us we are welcome to use any personal time off we want to escape for the week or so, and she’ll waive the policy that says a certain number of people must be here during the work hours. My only issue is, I don’t want to use my PTO. I’m stingy. I want to use it on something big! And I want to still have some left over for like, emergencies. I do want a vacation though, but I have no where to go. Plus I can’t afford one right now anyway.
Which brings me to my next topic… My next Writer’s Wretreat… I hope to also have at the end of August. I haven’t chosen a hotel to stay at, but I will stay longer than one night. I was going to pick a hotel close to a Pizza Hut. I don’t need a place that has a great view of anything, or is near some attraction. I’m going to be inside at my laptop anyway. Probably watching movies and/or TV shows on DVD back to back for hours on end. More than likely Arrested Development and Psych will be involved. Good times indeed.
Well I need to close out my nubmers for the week. We’ll see if we make it.
Soooooooo what’s happening in the news these days? Well we have the Olympics, which I admit, I wasn’t planning on watching. But I feel better watching than trying to ignore it in futile attempts to “boycott” due to the problems in Tibet. Why? Because everyone else is watching and talking about it, and I don’t like feeling left out. When I mean everyone, I mean my family too. We talk about the events we watched and “compare notes” similar to how we watch movies. Furthermore, these events will go on for a few weeks, so no doubt I’ll be watching it on and off throughout the month. GO USA!
In other news, Tropic Thunder is getting lots of heat. And as the saying goes, and publicity is good publicity. Originally, I thought it was because of Robert Downey, Jr portraying a black man. That maybe some of it, but according to CNN, it’s the American Association of People with Disabilities… or the politically incorrect term would be the “handicapped” or even “the r-word” so it seems now. I gotta tell you, some of this stuff is getting ridiculous. I know we have feelings and need to respect each other. Some black people are comfortable with using the N word, some aren’t. Some homosexuals don’t mind being referred to as a F word, some hate it. And even some women detest being called a B word, others could care less or even refer to themselves as such. One way or another, someone is going to be offended. I got off track. Tropic Thunder is being protested because of it’s liberal use of calling people “retard.” I’m not going to act holier than thou super innocent, I’ve used the word. A point was made that at one point, it was actually the correct term for the handicapped… well… not all of them. I can’t help it. I see a wheel chair, I think handicapped. I see the handicapped parking space, not a person with disabilities parking spot. Plus it’s all just too much to say. We can all scream and rant not to be labeled, but at the end of the day, people will still think of you as being handicapped, people will still think of me as black, and McCain will still be old.
I totally went off on a tangent, partially, as to why I’m having an issue of the protest of the movie. I think I just want it to be known–it’s just a movie! It’s another form of freedom of speech. If it offends you, don’t watch it! And if you don’t want others to not watch it, protesting is the wrong way to go about it. Has there ever been a successful protest against a movie that impacted the sales of said movie? I’m honestly asking. I don’t know of any. Even when the whole Columbine thing happened a few years ago, the news made connections to The Basketball Diaries and what happened? People went out to rent that movie. How do I know? My friends were talking about it.
Let me move on…
The dude who went by the name Rockefeller. I wasn’t really following the story too much, but apparently he’s getting some of his memory back about his mysterious past. Have you seen a picture of this guy? 
Heh… that’s not exactly flattering picture… but doesn’t this guy just scream “I’ve got issues!”? I’m just talking about this picture. Not the guy in general. But on the news… he tends to look like all the time. He also reminds me a bit of Robin Williams. Specifically from one of his dramatic movies like One Hour Photo which I did not like. I have my reasons. I don’t really have opinions about this guy other than he may have been faking his amnesia, I just wanted to show his picture. That’s not a dude I want to meet.
*Picture provided by CNN.com …so, yeah. Don’t come after me. Please.
I would like to believe I completed my treatment for my Sam Cooke retro-concert film project. There’s gotta be a better way to say that. Anyway, I’ve finished it, which means I can probably start working on the script. I’d much rather send it to a friend or two for a quick review. The tricky part about doing that is I feel it would help if whomever reading it would be familiar with the album it’s based on. That way they could follow along with the events that’s going on.
In any event, I sat here quietly tapping away the rest of the story that’s been plotted in my head for the past few months to a year. I sat here typing as I listened to Sam Cooke singing the scenes I see in my head. Well I actually started out listening to The Rascals “Beautiful Morning” and “Groovin'” because those are the only songs I know from them and like. Plus, have you ever really listened to “Beautiful Morning” on a beautiful morning? It really sets the mood for the day.

I borrowed one from the dining room. I was using this tiny one before that will killing every piece of my butt like you wouldn’t believe. I’m mean I’m a thin guy, so I thought I could handle it. I was severely mistaken. Wedgies galore. This chair is better, but it’s not my style. No cracks at it’s design, my mother will hunt you down.

I neglected to mention my shelf. The reason why? At the time, it wasn’t built. I wasn’t going to build it until my hand healed after building the desk, but I gave in. It was a bit easier than the desk, since I realized how to screw in the thread cutting screws. It still hurted like you wouldn’t believe since my hand was already sore. So I wrapped a sock around the screwdriver that caused me so much trouble. And yes, that is the 2nd season of Psych you see on the shelf next to the jar of salted peanuts. I’m not 100% sure where it’s going and 85% sure it’ll be used to store empty DVD cases… since the DVDs live in a house all their own.

Hey look! It’s my Silver Station, iPizzle, my watch, my Hard Rock cafe arm bracelet thingy, phone charger, chain necklace, a coaster, an empty cup and some instruction manuals for the lamps lighting this image!
Since I now have a camera, even though it’s not the best, it will get the job done. Sadly I can’t connect it to my laptop with what technology I currently have, but it’s ok. After I get the Mac, I should be set. Well, for a start. And I’m thinking I’d prefer something like an iMac. I thought about about laptop, but I think I’d rather have it one place, so I can settle down into my studio atmosphere and get to work. No need to tell me all the fun I could have bringing my work with me via laptop, but that’s what the Silver Station is for. It’s the #1 warrior in my creative hardware arsonal.
Down the road, microphones are on my list. All kinds. Oh, and wires and battries and tapes and DVDs (eventually filters and lens and other little gadgets) and bags to carry all this stuff. Eventually a man-servent will be added to the list. But yeah, microphones would be next. Then lights. Those are expensive. But I’d get a light set, like what photographers use. Technically, I’m taking pictures. And it’s only until I can afford better or more lights. And I don’t see myself giving or selling too much stuff unless I absolutely don’t need it or won’t use it and know it can go to a better cause.
Of course at some point I’d hope to be making money so that would help in my funding. I would possibly take on side projects unless the project of my choice is actually paying. But starting small, I don’t mind not getting paid for the work, especially if it’s work that I love.
Even though I’ll be working at home in the next few weeks, it’d be awesome to work at home and be my own boss, then eventually have my own studio/office. That’d be cool.
I keep typing to give my phone time to send the pictures I took of my desk and it’s taking f o r e v e r. I do not like it.


